Thursday, September 22, 2011

Give into me

I’m gonna wear you down
I’m gonna make you see
I’m gonna get to you
You’re gonna give into me

I’m gonna start a fire
You’re gonna feel the heat
I’m gonna burn for you
You’re gonna melt for me

Come on, come on
Into my arms
Come on, come on
Give into me

You’re gonna take my hand
Whisper the sweetest words
And if you’re ever sad
I’ll make you laugh
I’ll chase the hurt

My heart is set on you
I don’t want no one else
And if you don’t want me
I guess I’ll be all by myself

Come on, come on
Into my arms
Come on, come on
Give into me

I’ll use my eyes to draw you in
Until I’m under your skin
I’ll use my lips, I’ll use my arms
Come on, come on, come on
Give into me

Give into me
Give into me


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It's been a month now since I last saw your face.
The last time I saw you it was a week after the night you put your arm around me.
A week after you kissed me.
But we left it at that. And I hadn't seen you since.
Then, a week later, you walked right in the door, and my face flushed.
I could feel all the blood in my body run to my cheeks and my heart hit the pit of my stomach.
You had me.
Even though all we shared was an innocent kiss and a flirtatious night between friends, and even though it had never gone any further, I wanted it to.
You somehow captivated me. That smile, those good looks, your polite ways, the way you laughed. Not to mention that sweet way you looked at me that just made me feel like I was the prettiest girl in the room and you didn't notice any other. Your charm is what really won me over. It was the way I could completely be comfortable and yet butterflies went nuts in my stomach all at the same time. My heart seemed to skip a beat everytime you walked into a room, or glanced my way. I hadn't felt like that about anyone.
You had me.
Well of course the next time we met, neither of us said a word. There weren't any words to say. You and I both knew that it wasn't going to go anywhere. We had both just ended things with our significant others and both of us needed time to move on. So we both dropped it.
I haven't seen or talked to you since, until today. You once again walked through the door of my work. But this time was different. Over a month had past and we were both normal again. You looked directly at me, shot me that smile, and said "hey"
My heart skipped a beat again. How was it that I didn't think about you, didn't want to. Then all of a sudden you walk in and my heart wants you all over again.
We made normal conversation, laughing a little. Like we were friends again. But still I want more. I probably always will. For some reason, I just can't bring myself to find the courage to tell you any of this.
I can't find a way to tell you that you take my breath away everytime I look at you. That you're smile makes me melt inside. Your laugh puts a smile on my face. And still my heart skips a beat everytime you walk into the room or glance my way.
I want so badly to just tell you all of this, and hope that you feel something for me too. I just want so badly to spend time with you and see where things can go. There have been a few guys who had wanted to take me out. I told most of them no. I guess in my subconcious, I'm waiting around for you to do it. I don't know why. But when you left today, without asking me out, I told myself "maybe next time"
But would "next time" ever actually happen? I have doubts in my head that it probably won't. But a huge part of me thinks that one day you'll want to get to know me too. That one day you'll realize that I make you smile. And one day you'll want to fall for me. I mean, how why would I feel this way about someone unless it was going to go somewhere. There is a reason for everything. And I really feel like we could be amazing if we'd actually give it a shot.
So like the song says,

My heart is set on you
I don’t want no one else
And if you don’t want me
I guess I’ll be all by myself

"Give into me"

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